VERSE 1
How could you leave here while I was still mad at you
Sure got your shots in, don’t I deserve one or two
All of my anger is lost in thin air
Cause now you’re gone to God I don’t know where
And I’m fucking stuck where we do what we have to do
CHORUS
How could you leave when
How could you leave when
I was so far from through
Done being mad at you
You put me through hell
So I wished you there
But all I meant was
Life should be fair
How could you leave when
How could you leave
VERSE 2
Small looks of sadness that turn our black shadows blue
Look to the good times, I’m told [shrug], we had a few
Try to remember what I should forget
But I untangle my love from regret
And miss you so wholly I hate myself thru and thru
Cause you fucking died while I was still mad at you
CHORUS
How could you leave when
I should be beating
The living shit out of you
And God how I wanted to
You put me through hell
So I wished you there
But all I meant was
Life should be fair
How could you leave when…
BRIDGE
Sometimes I dream, that we got through
Look at us there, proud of those two
Never forgave, your lack of truth
But it became pain I outgrew
When I wake up, all that is effed
(Ah)Fuck it I’ll curse; I did my best
You died and stole all that was left,
My love and hate in one last breath
CHORUS / REPRISE
Damn you for leaving
For all that I’m feeling
For you know the reasons
Fuck you for leaving
You put me through hell
So I wished you there
But all I meant was…
But all I meant was…
All that I meant was…
Fuck how this ends cause…
Your death’s just not fair…
CODA
You went and you died and
Left my anger
With no direction
Now it’s stuck inside